will i be attending ur wedding next?

It was as if we were back to those gd old times.

Was i ever in your considerations?

you probably won't get to know how special you are.
already decided to bury everything underneath.
i can feel your happiness as you went on and on about her.
from how you met her again after graduation and how the r/s progresses.
it's really great being so "brother" with you eh.
i would say u really know me inside out.
you told me you really hope that i would find my Mr Right one day.
i know u meant it from the bottom of your heart. i really knew.
if you think it's good for me to give him a chance, fine. i will do it.
sounds a little silly but who knows maybe it might turn out to be something good?
you really took care of me like how a brother would.
greatly appreciate it. really. thanks for everything.

well, at least friends are for life, isn't it? ;)

i know i should be studying during exam period.
but.. i just didnt know what am i wasting my time on..
probably feeling too stressed lately..
just feel like crying..
perhaps lin is right.
there's nth wrong in showing my weaker side..
but i just didnt like this kind of feeling.
i should be happy.

isnt it ironic?
planning to confide in u initially but ended up asking u some irrelevant qns instead.
i just didnt know why but smth is just holding me back.
it's kinda weird.
the r/s ended like 1yr ago.
i tot i recovered fully.
but the feeling just suddenly came back.
sighs. i just feel like sleeping..
who can listen to me?

i think i shld just stop eating really.
zz.
frustrated!

i shld have given up long long ago.
why am i still hoping for smth out of it..
=[

seen pretty much of the ugly side of human ever since i started working.
it makes me feel that frens whom go through the growing up process with u are still the best.
they accept u for who u are, don't really take small little things to heart.
unlike some ppl at my workplace.
fking angry over one mouthful of mee siam.
oh well. she claimed that she's not angry. she just wanted to show me what is respect.
hello. respect. i think i'm better brought up than u.
at the very least i know how to respect my elders in the workplace lor.
i wont for no reason keep scolding mary (a senior staff at my workplace), pushing blames to her, and do stupid things to her. like suddenly putting a dirty plastic bag over her head. that's a very stupid, childish and disrespectful thing to do to someone who is old enough to be ur mum.
if u want ppl to respect u, then learn to respect others first.
i won't give in this time. well, why shld i? deliberately kept the mee siam in the fridge and wanting me to throw it away.. oh please. i've got no time to play small little games with you. i will kindly ignore it. what a bitch!

ok. i think i gotta go back to my books for now. forget abt work!