li hong is starting work at my branch next next mon.
which is like 8th feb.
sort of excited.
but at the same time having mixed feelings.
is this a gd or bad thing?
hmmm..
screwed up.
wasted my time and energy.
thanks so much lor.
13 more days.
countdown to a brand new me. =]
been telling myself to start doing revision.
but i have been slacking all the way. -.-
i better start doing some revision before class today.
am i making the right choice by not responding at all?
ps the fault doesnt lie with u.
let me sort out my thinking before i decide to respond.
i would hope that everything will be back to normal.
but as if u would give a damn.
chloe just gave me a reminder ystd.
although i cant promise myself anything, i will try.
try to wake up from this dream.
i know i will.
just like how i used to try and eventually succeed.
work and study - first priority for the next 3yrs.
i do not need an ans from u personally.
for ppl around me are already telling me so.
what i feel is exactly the same too.
gambatte!!!!!!!!!
will be back to work on tuesday.
january will definitely be a tough month for me.
huiling & kelvin will not be around anymore to help me.
wish me luck then.
it feels good to be living and in the pink of health.
decided that i would work hard and finish my studies.
tuesday night was really a nightmare.
was feeling damn hot all over.
till the extent that my muscle, eyes and head aches.
terrible kind of feeling.
was so afraid that i would just faint and nv to wake up again.
luckily i din and managed to survive =]
new yr resolution:
-health above everything.
