having late nights again.
went to have dinner at clementi at ramen ten.
the food wasn't very fantastic but still edible.
after that went to city hall.
met up with ah lian at around 9.30pm.
we walked around citylink and raffles city area.
anders was so so late.
in the end he gave us directions to odeon towers.
that place wasn't air-conditioned.
and the weather was bloody hot!
can't really stand it especially ah lian. hahaha.
we ordered beer. din really like it though.
so anders downed it all when he arrived.
the forfeit for arriving late! hoho.

we decided to move on aft he downed the beer.
wanted to go to a pub nearby but it's fully booked.
ended up at mac instead!
chatted till 1am and headed home.

time for some happy postings!!!
went prawning ystd.
with Hui Ling, Anders, Sharon and Joey (Sharon's fren)
We had so much fun omg.
Especially when Sharon and Joey went for fish spa.
They missed out the joke created by the 3 of us!!
Especially Anders! hahaha.
He actually fell while trying to sit on a chair!!
This is the stupid side of him that we rarely will see.
It was really classic though.
and even till today Hui Ling and I still can't stop luffing abt it.
even Anders laughed at himself.
Sharon and joey din really prawn much.
but Sharon was really cute.
She actually passed the rod to Anders when she caught a prawn.
and ran away after that.
hahaha.

Dinner was at chomp chomp. It was on Anders.
Hui Ling din join us though.
She had a date with her bf.
We actually waited almost half an hr for seats!
But it was all worthwhile.
the food was really nice.
we actually ate till about 10 and Sharon sent us home.
FUN DAY!!!!!!!!!!


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Currently feeling damn moody..
I hate this kind of feeling..
I wonder why human does have feelings.
Aren't feeling really well too. Damn it.
I admit everytime I had some fun out with him,
I will tend to give him the cold shoulder..
Everytime when my mind is made up,
it seems that somehow or rather,
my thinking and feelings will go back to how it was before..
I know everything is impossible
but can anyone teach me how to curb feelings?
He has his own life and I had my own..
I dun wish for anything to happen seriously.
I pary for everything to be alright.

what happens when ur true self is treated with stupidity?
when u truly wanna befren tt person but is treated as joke?

ah. what am I saying?
i admitted it was my fault in the first place.
but that was meant as an april fool's joke in the first place.
WHATEVER. freaking pissed off.
forget it. in no more mood to chat anymore. fuk.

I'm having a long weekend this week.
But i'm just rotting myself at home.
Perhaps i'm still not used to life this way.
Whatever.

I'm attending an interview at Ahmad Ibrahim Sec on tuesday!
What if I really got the job as an allied educator?
Am I really gonna quit my job at UOB as an AO?
I'm not really sure of what I want in life..
This question had been weighing on my mind since 14yrs old.
I remembered the time when I had to choose my streaming subjects for Sec 3.
I didn't know what I want at that time and so I just anyhow choose and got into the 3rd class of Express classes, taking Science(Phy/Chem), accounting, Food & Nutrition, Humanities(SS/Geog).

And so I went through Sec 3 and 4 just like that.
Not knowing what I want and accepting whatever that comes along.
Finally it was the day when we collected O levels results.
Well, my result was average - able to study in a Junior College.
So what's next - polytechnic or junior college?
I still didn't know what i want then..
Friends and relatives were giving advices..
My bestie, Adele actually wanted us to go to college together.
I know with her around, I will surely make it for A levels.
But there is still this fear in me - what if I can't pass my A levels?
At that point of time, my parents were also saying that I will be wasting my time if I flunk my A levels. Polytechnic will be a better choice.

And so this is why I had chosen to study in a polytechnic.
But still, the same problem persisted.
What do I want to do in future? Which course should I take?
I remembered my mum advicing me to take up business course.
I didn't want to as I thought it was a common course.
So biomedical science ended up as my first choice and so on...
The day where the course results were released..
And guess wat?
My 7th choice - Chemical Process Techonology, ended up as my final course.
I didn't want to do anything to change the fact.
Why? Cos I didn't know exactly what I want!
I accept whatever that comes along.

Sigh. Until today, the same problem still persists.
But Anders is really right about one thing.
Hold a steady job first to makes sure you don't have to worry for 3 meals.
Then you start thinking about what you really want in life.

I don't wanna think anymore.
Shall see...

Life is really full of decision making.
Ironically, I'm all along indecisive.
But anyway, I managed to apply for half day leave this coming tuesday.
If I did manage to pass the interview, I will have to make a decision AGAIN.
Associate Officer with UOB or Allied educator with MOE?

Sigh. Enough of these things.
Well, went to bugis with lin and aug this evening.
We ate at MOF, where aug complain of stomachache halfway through shopping.
We actually went to explore the new shopping centre at bugis!
Nothing interesting there yet as most of the shops are still not ready.
Then we proceed to shop at bugis street. It was actually lin's suggestion.
Aug and I were actually complaining about the temperature there!
Especially aug as he was really sweating. NO MORE BUGIS STREET PLEASE!

The night ended with rock fever 5 at arcade!
And lin's joke made our night too.
Aug drove us home and can you guys believe it?
We really spent about half an hour finding CTE!!!
From Bugis, we went to city hall.
Then Chinatown.
And finally Tiong Bahru.
Aug: OH I FINALLY FOUND THE CTE AT TIONG BAHRU!!!!
He made it sounds as if only the road at tiong bahru leads to CTE.

When we reached bishan, lin actually gave the wrong direction to aug!
And we ended up gg to MacRitchie!!!! HAHAHA.
It's really not easy for aug to find a U-turn.
And then, when we finally reached a traffic light,
Lin: TURN RIGHT TURN RIGHT!!!
Qi: Yeah I think turn right too..
Aug: *BLUR* But... turn right is dead end liao leh!!!

AND ALL of US started laughing like hell!! LOL

and in the end finally reached lin's hse.
That was really hilarious though.
What a night.