i shld have given up long long ago.
why am i still hoping for smth out of it..
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seen pretty much of the ugly side of human ever since i started working.
it makes me feel that frens whom go through the growing up process with u are still the best.
they accept u for who u are, don't really take small little things to heart.
unlike some ppl at my workplace.
fking angry over one mouthful of mee siam.
oh well. she claimed that she's not angry. she just wanted to show me what is respect.
hello. respect. i think i'm better brought up than u.
at the very least i know how to respect my elders in the workplace lor.
i wont for no reason keep scolding mary (a senior staff at my workplace), pushing blames to her, and do stupid things to her. like suddenly putting a dirty plastic bag over her head. that's a very stupid, childish and disrespectful thing to do to someone who is old enough to be ur mum.
if u want ppl to respect u, then learn to respect others first.
i won't give in this time. well, why shld i? deliberately kept the mee siam in the fridge and wanting me to throw it away.. oh please. i've got no time to play small little games with you. i will kindly ignore it. what a bitch!

ok. i think i gotta go back to my books for now. forget abt work!

people come and go..
i ought to be used to it..

I had finally settled myself down.
More focused on studies and work.
First priority in my life right now is to get good grades.
I have to put in my best now because I'm left with less than 3weeks to exams.
Although it's rather stressful, I believe it will be all worthwhile.
Jiayou, qi!

life sucks.

its as though i have got no time, no say in everything.
5th may will be my first paper.
and yet i think im still not ready for exams yet.
just wtf is this?
diet diet diet DIETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

im so fking cautious abt my fking diet.
why im still so FAT
i realise it sucks being not able to munch on anything when i feel stress.
feel so much like crying.
my life seems as if it had been turned upside down.
wtf???????????????????????????????????????

i still think sometimes it's better to be alone.
but yet, i hate to be alone.

wassup...

just wats the real definition of frens????

nth can describe my pek chek-ness right now.

am i just used to it or did i just forget it??

who can give me an ans?