Monday, December 28, 2009
by the time i realised it, it's too late.
already reached the point of no return.
been telling myself tt it's not gonna happened.
and it WONT happened.
but aft what happened,
an outsider actually told me how i actually felt.
maybe outsider sees it clearer.
i guess tts it. =[
Sunday, December 20, 2009
who says buying someone a gift is necessarily wanting to get smth back too?
it's just a token of appreciation for a fren.
to me, it's just a form of saying thank you to my fren.
fine. since u do not want anyone to show u appreciation then so be it.
it helps save my pocket from burning a big big hole.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
finished my branch xmas dinner.
received 7 xmas presents.
im gonna be so busy this weekend shopping for presents.
my boss told me smth:
"cherish ur frens and family when they are around...
I had ever experienced talking to someone today and the following day,
he's met with a car accident and passed away..
So take this festive season to let ur closed ones feel loved."
this had made quite an impact on me.
came out with a list of pple whom i will shop for this weekend:
- jean, jac, huiling, kelvin, chloe and probably a lil smth for everyone in the branch
- huilin, ange, nix, guanming, randy, jiang and a lil smth for those who turned up
gonna be so headache on what to buy. -.-
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
the feeling hasnt been coming back to me of late.
until tonight.
probably cos im too free.
haven't been to work for the past 2days.
clearing leave.
too much free time probably.
that's the problem with me.
when i have got too much of a time to spare,
i tend to drift far far away from reality.
wats happening to me?
i hope u are feeling better as time pasts by.
please don't find it difficult to forget me.
for im just someone who doesn't deserve ur love and attention.
i know it will take u some time to get everything off ur mind.
afterall it's a 2yrs 8mths kind of thing.
i really hope u can find someone who will cherish u.
becos u are a really nice guy.
may everything goes well for u.
im really sorry.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Life has been busy for me recently.
but i must say i have been taking the chance to have fun too,
and taking time off to slack, rest.
my time revolves pretty much around class and work.
two more months of lectures,
five more months to exams.
and up till this point in time,
i must say i haven't got any serious than how i behave now.
just what do i want in life?
get a degree and a $3k-paid job?
is that what people just pursue in life?
i will be 24 by the time i graduated from UOL.
time to think deep into this topic.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
workload has been rather heavy of late.
im slowly taking over the full workload of a CSO.
sighs. been very very busy.
at least im glad that there's smth i can focus on.
learning how to do my best in my everyday work.
learning to cope with my studies as well.
im more motivated in studying now at least.
=]
Saturday, December 5, 2009
lin, jun, ange, lut, alvin and i watched the curious case of benjamin button!
at cine chamber.
till 3 am.
reached home at past 4am.
slept at 5am.
woke up at 10.30am.
went for a jog.
feels so gd to sweat it all out.
shopping with nix in the aftn!
and mahjong at lin's hse aft tt.
tts all my programs for today.
feel so free and easy. ;)
