had planned to watch dvd until midnight before sleeping.
but it seems that my body is telling me to sleep soon.
shall go to bed after venting it all out!! :D

today is not really a smooth sailing day.
things do cropped up here and there.
luckily there is someone there to help.
i had always been hoping tt someone will always
be there to help me willingly..
will this wish ever come true?
guess it's not really possible in a workplace.

been feeling really vexed recently.
not really in the mood to shop for xmas gifts.
but no choice. i had to get those gifts rdy
before xmas! gift exchange is on next next mon!
damn it. haven really shopped for a gift yet.

oh yah back to why i have been vexed recently.
been having weird feelings lately..
din really know why.
im trying real hard to suppress this feeling..
but sometimes it's just hard to control my feelings.
just wanna put this feeling aside..
..and lead my life as per normal


lesson learnt:
your colleagues will always be your colleagues..
your superior will always be your superior..
no more than that..




hoping that all these are just a dream..
i will wake up soon..