went lunch with 2 colleagues today.
though we lunched tgt.
somehow i feel it's still quite stranger-liked.
well, colleagues can nv be as close as sch frens.
this is one pt that i have been convincing myself.
i tried getting close to them but to no avail.
i had tried my best.
perhaps some things are just meant to be.
i even tot of quitting my job.
but wat comes next after quitting?
childcare? NIE?
or just any job tt comes along?
i need a degree.
i wanna go back to the bank as an SO.
so shld i quit? i wonder..
i hope i arent having any feelings for him..
have been trying hard not to though..
still struggling..
