haha.
it's so ironic.

i wondered wat his facebook status is referring to.
is it what i'm thinking of?
even if it is, it's already none of my business.
it's all over 2weeks ago.
i chose not to think i had regretted my own decision.
afterall i had thought it over for so long.
i just can't help but think.
if it is what i'm thinking of,
i guess his love for me wasn't really strong to begin with.
what crap was that?
i guess our r/s wasn't really strong to start with.
everything was just not right to begin with.
what i can say: "it's all a mistake right from the start"

anders is right.
I haven't found another way to express myself yet.
that is why i chose crying as a way to express myself.
i didnt cry this time round.
i chose to pen it all down.
indeed i felt stronger.
or was it because i knew it's all over?
i'm not sure too.

bgr is really crappy.
fuckk. what is all these about?
to think i actually felt guilty after initiating the breakup.
why should i be????????
he found new love faster than i do.
shouldn't he be initiating the breakup first instead?
reading past chat logs...... all CRAP!