met chun xia for dinner last night. well, her treat cos she got her bonus! (though i got it too. haha!)

having dinner with her really does reminds me of nixon.
memories kept flashing past my mind.
i'm super reminded of those time we spent together really.
I tried real hard to fight back my tears. this is for real. it's really hard.

Actually i'm not reminded of him until she started talking about him.
She met him for dinner on monday and heard tt we had actually broken off.
She was damn surprised and keep asking me why. I din know why too.
I asked her how nixon is doing...
is he ok? how's his work? and stuffs like that..
glad to know that he's actually fine and is starting work at IR soon.
really wish him all the best.
and he's also asking chun xia abt me too.. =[

oh yah. i found out from chun xia that he doesnt have any gal in mind actually.
i still tot there is such a person's existence. haha. tts so silly.

i told lin i started to miss those times we spent together.
she suggested i contact him first.
and we chatted on msn last night.
he's still as chatty as ever.
one inner qn: "will u ever try to win me back again?? just like what u used to do?"

i'm still wondering why i gave u up for the sake of having fun...