well i just reached home.
this is really crap man.
i've got to work tml man.
gotta report at 8am.
met up with gavin, hao, hong for dinner.
went to a pub name 1819 at chinatown.
gavin din join us as he had a date with his fren.
so the 3 of us went ahead.
choo lie and rui xiang joint us at a later time.
i sang at 1819 and super out of tune.
damn xia suey.
but whatever. no one will recognise me. hahaha.
as usual la. got myself drunk and kept crying.
but im sober now. seriously.
kept drinking plain water.
im alright now. just tt my head keep spinning.
they really do understand me.
they know i missed him.
i shldn't be thinking too much.
it's all over.
no point thinking so much now...
i can only wish him all the best.
i admit tt he treats me the best.
however i have to bear in mind tt it's all over.
i will get over it....
