met up with nixon this afternoon.
he passed me my pressie.
it was a bracelet from mintmark&co.
the feeling before meetup was full of anxiety.
i was wondering how i will react when we meet.
and there's this 100times kind of reluctant feeling.
din really know wat to say when i met him.
just act as normal as i can.
i felt so much like crying aft we parted.
though im very sure all had ended and tt i had moved on,
im still a lil upset tt its all over.
afterall it's 2.5yrs.
eventually, i got my answer.
